eurgh, my life is so damn COMPLICATED

i wish i could go back to the days when i was six, when my biggest problem was what kind of dress to put on barbie...

dictonary definitions of 'man' ;
- an adult male person who has a manly character.
- a male person who plays a significant role (husband or lover or boyfriend) in the life of a particular woman.

barbies definition ;

-an annoying over rated pain in the backside, that does nothing but make me sad, complain and in general complicate my life.

i would like a 'man' that was like a jacket, that i could put on a hanger in my wardrobe, and take out when i needed it, something to keep me dry and warm, but look good - hense make me feel good. but when i dont feel the need to have him around, i can put him away for a while, and hell understand, but i know when i need him hes in that wardrobe, and not on some other girl.

i want a boyfriend thats like the one reliable man in my life, my big brother.

arg, the drama.

why isnt my life like Barbie & Kens, a plastic exsitance seems so much better.

im now going to take some time and contemplate my situation.

also, i want to give a mahooooosive shout to my girl Naomi aka - Supermans Mistress, shes gorgeous, and she has a poorly footsiee :/
i love you babe! <333333333333333333333>

much love,

Amy Maria xxxxxxx